The O'Kaulls

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Monday, May 18, 2009

2 Weeks? 2 Days? 2 Hours?

I have a million theories, but no idea. My gut tells me baby is coming soon. We're just hanging tight to our sanity while we wait.

Excitement doesn't even begin to capture my emotions these days. I'm pretty out of my mind dreaming about this kid. People tell you to guard your heart. Well forget it, I'm pretty much gone! The synthesis of emotions is what has shocked me in recent weeks. I never anticipated feeling so happy for us, and so sad for the baby's birth mom. It goes beyond a sense of obligation, too. Perhaps when you're being entrusted to the most precious thing in a person's life, you form a bond? Loving the baby to this degree has also shocked me. To love someone before you even know them . . . I guess that's motherhood?

The emotions certainly are overwhelming.

Good thing THE BACHELORETTE is back!!! ;-)

1 Comments:

Blogger Wendy said...

Waiting here with you! I hope your 'gut' is right and that your baby is here soon.

Wendy

May 19, 2009 at 5:49 PM  

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